i'm "home"

being in colorado is the most boring thing ever. i can barely scrape by at any of the restaurants in town {thank you moral eating} and walking up and down stairs is kinda taking the wind out of me. all i want to do is lay around and read and catch up on tv but i don't just want to lay around. and none of that makes sense. and the weather, like always, is incredibly bipolar. par exemple: this morning {while i was still asleep} it was sunny, then it SNOWED {IT'S FUCKING MAY- though this always happens, i don't know what i was expecting}, and how its overcast/sunny. i don't know what to do with myseld. maybe i'll paint, take photos, make some necklaces, hem a dress i've been wanting to hem.

AHHHHHHHH.

i did make this wonderful photo for a friend because she made one for my birthday. i miss my friends from school and the city {i'm homesick, co is no longer home to me...}.

and i really just should stop bitching and make the most of my time. i really should. and i will.

i'll lose the HUGE amount of weight i gained at school {or at least some of it, i can't physically lose it all} and make lots of art and read lots of books and drink lots of tea and visit with a few friends from high school. it will happen.

enjoy my love with alexa chung {and the wonderful isabel marant bekket sneakers via vogue.com}